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I Want to Die While You Love Me by Georgia Douglas Johnson

I WANT to die while you love me,
While yet you hold me fair,
While laughter lies upon my lips
And lights are in my hair.

I want to die while you love me,
And bear to that still bed,
Your kisses turbulent, unspent
To warm me when I’m dead.

I want to die while you love me
Oh, who would care to live
Till love has nothing more to ask
And nothing more to give!

I want to die while you love me
And never, never see
The glory of this perfect day
Grow dim or cease to be.

True Love by Wislawa Szymborska

This poem struck my attention because I wondered if it was written by an engineer – or at least someone who is a pragmatist at heart. Depending on your view of true love you might be inclined to think it comical – especially the last several stanzas.

True love. Is it normal
is it serious, is it practical?
What does the world get from two people
who exist in a world of their own?

Placed on the same pedestal for no good reason,
drawn randomly from millions but convinced
it had to happen this way – in reward for what?
For nothing.
The light descends from nowhere.
Why on these two and not on others?
Doesn’t this outrage justice? Yes it does.
Doesn’t it disrupt our painstakingly erected principles,
and cast the moral from the peak? Yes on both accounts.

Look at the happy couple.
Couldn’t they at least try to hide it,
fake a little depression for their friends’ sake?
Listen to them laughing – its an insult.
The language they use – deceptively clear.
And their little celebrations, rituals,
the elaborate mutual routines –
it’s obviously a plot behind the human race’s back!

It’s hard even to guess how far things might go
if people start to follow their example.
What could religion and poetry count on?
What would be remembered? What renounced?
Who’d want to stay within bounds?

True love. Is it really necessary?
Tact and common sense tell us to pass over it in silence,
like a scandal in Life’s highest circles.
Perfectly good children are born without its help.
It couldn’t populate the planet in a million years,
it comes along so rarely.

Let the people who never find true love
keep saying that there’s no such thing.

Their faith will make it easier for them to live and die.

-Wislawa Szymborska

If you enjoyed this poem you might want to read a little bit about the author’s Wikipedia page. Her background information and poem quoted above caught my interest. I must read some of her other poems.

A Late Walk by Robert Frost

When I go up through the mowing field,
The headless aftermath,
Smooth-laid like thatch with the heavy dew,
Half closes the garden path.
And when I come to the garden ground,
The whir of sober birds
Up from the tangle of withered weeds
Is sadder than any words
A tree beside the wall stands bare,
But a leaf that lingered brown,
Disturbed, I doubt not, by my thought,
Comes softly rattling down.
I end not far from my going forth
By picking the faded blue
Of the last remaining aster flower
To carry again to you.

In November when the leaves wither, the flowers fall, and the grass turns brown everything is but a faded image of brilliant summer glory.  The Thanksgiving Season leaves wonderful memories but a feeling of longing; what is, what was, could have been, to do once more…

When I go up through the mowing field,
The headless aftermath,
Smooth-laid like thatch with the heavy dew,
Half closes the garden path.

And when I come to the garden ground,
The whir of sober birds
Up from the tangle of withered weeds
Is sadder than any words

A tree beside the wall stands bare,
But a leaf that lingered brown,
Disturbed, I doubt not, by my thought,
Comes softly rattling down.

I end not far from my going forth
By picking the faded blue
Of the last remaining aster flower
To carry again to you.

-Robert Frost

IIS 7 AppCmd Example – Changing Default ISAPI Settings

The default ISAPI settings in IIS 7 and later reference %windir% in the path. Changing these settings with a script using AppCmd requires special handling of the % character because it is a reserved character in the AppCmd utility. The % character is and operator to indicate the start of a Unicode character value.

To set values with extended characters using the IIS 7 AppCmd utility you must specify the Unicode value.

For example, to change the value of an ISAPI restriction from true to false on a setting with a relative path issue the command:

appcmd set config /section:system.webServer/security/isapiCgiRestriction /[path=’%u0025windir%u0025\Microsoft.NET\Framework64\v2.0.50727\aspnet_isapi.dll”‘].allowed:false

The sequence %u0025 is the Unicode value of the % character.

r%u0025\Microsoft.NET\Framework64\v2.0.50727\aspnet_isapi.dll”‘].allowed:true

Review of SilenX LX-4600 Luxurae Fanless Power Supply

This posting is my personal review of a SilenX LX-4600 Luxurae Fanless Power Supply. I purchased two units for different applications. One unit is for my home theater pc and the second was an industrial application in a dusty environment.

I purchased the power supplies from Directron.com for about $55 each. The order shipped promptly and the units arrived in good condition.  My first disappointment came when I opened the box. As advertised the unit had a heat sink where there is normally an exhaust fan. However, attached to the outside of the housing was a small fan to circulate air inside the housing. The documentation was lacking and no where on the Directron site did it mention a fan. Also on the housing was a circulate nob that had no marking or documentation. Lastly, the power supplies came set to 230 volts and not 115 volts!

fanless heatsink SDC10783 fanless fan SDC10782

The first unit worked perfectly and apart from my disappointments I was mildly impressed. The second unit didn’t work so well. It was DOA (dead on arrival) and to make matters worse it fried the hard drive!

failed hd SDC10780

Upon re-examination of the site where I purchased the units I found three alarming concerns.

  1. Directron will pre-test the unit for an extra $5 per unit.
  2. After Googling to find other vendors of SilenX power supplies only Directron and Axiontech were listed.
  3. The SilenxUSA.com website sells the same LX-4600 unit for over $230!? Why can Directron and Axiontech sell the unit for under $60?

I realize some times parts are DOA and the fact that the DOA unit damaged a hard drive can’t be avoided. My primary concern is the site had misleading images and no description of the internal fan. It remains to be seen how the DOA unit is resolved by the manufacturer/reseller.